My FINAL 2k13 Blog

This is my last blog before I embark on a new year of blogging! Today is my last day of struggling! I decree and declare that! This year was my hardest year EVER....but without God I never woulda made it! I asked the precious Lord to take my hand to lead me on and let me stand! Although I wanted to break down day after day wondering when a job would call me I still kept my faith because all I needed was to trust in HIM! Today I cried my last tears...faced all my fears....and told myself I won't complain!! My kids watched us go through our worst of times but we made it over!! From having the best Thanksgiving to me not providing them a Christmas...I constantly used this as a lesson to push harder! I'm not perfect and I'm not holier than thou but I am progressing! There is NOTHING that can break me or shake me! I don't sit up and feel sorry for myself nor do I make stupid decisions to attain things that God didn't intend for me to have....because if it was meant for me to have it he would bless me with it! So I'm not saying I'm a changed person but I am saying my situation changes as of RIGHT NOW to better me as a mother to my kids!! So before anyone sits up and says "oh she don't got nothing" please understand I ACTUALLY HAVE EVERYTHING GOD INTENDED FOR ME TO HAVE! MY BLESSINGS ARE ABOUT TO COME AND ONCE THOSE DOORS START OPENING....CAN'T NO MAN SHUT THEM!!!! Happy new year to you all and may you be blessed abundantly ALL of 2k14!!!!