Date Rape Drugs are Real

It's all fun and games until something changes you forever! I am writing this blog to hopefully help and touch someone who has been raped or just neglectful of their surroundings because I know first hand what it's like. I was in Chicago about 10yrs ago for a holiday weekend with friends (whom I won't say because they already know the story) we were drinking and laughing and having a great time with these guys whom my girl knew. I sat my drink down and stepped outside for some air. I never thought ANYTHING would happen because my girls were right there at the table with my drink. I come back inside and everybody doing their own thing so I grab my drink and start drinking again. Within minutes I started feeling very odd...very sleepy...my body started to feel paralyzed so I asked the homeowner could I lie down for a minute....I remember laying down and my girls saying she drunk as hell....I remember the room spinning so hard and everything being blurry. In comes a man he says are you ok? I try to speak but no words come out....I try to move but my body is stiff...then he did it...he removed all my clothes and just took it....I couldn't scream I couldn't yell I couldn't fight back all I could do was lay there and practically cry. Now I know y'all wondering where my girls was at at this time....hell I didn't even know....I couldn't hear anybody so I assumed they went back to the liquor store or something...anyways...as this man continued to rape me all I could think about was how the hell is this happening....I was crying but no tears had fallen. After he was done I just laid there and in walked another man....I assumed he told his boys I was laid the fuck out....so now here this other man is doing the exact same thing still I don't see the girls....now I'm furious I'm so fkin mad because I have nobody to protect me! Once he was finished I guess time just went on the girls came in I guess to check on me and they noticed I was naked they shook me asked me what happened and yet I still could barely speak....finally when I came to I told them what happened they wanted to call the police but get this the dudes mom was an officer....I don't even remember the actual police ever arriving....I didn't know until later on that I was slipped a ROOFIE! The reason they put it in mine was because it would work alot faster because I have no body fat. Nothing ever happened to those guys I just went through life withholding what happened to me because I was ashamed and felt guilty for being so neglectful. But what I did learn behind all this was you have to protect yourself! Everybody isn't trustworthy....and NEVER leave your drink around ANYBODY because it could be your last drink! So while you turning up and walking away from your drink ALWAYS remember anything could be in that cup! So if u not watching it don't go back to it because 9 times outta 10 your friends ain't watching it but SOMEBODY IS! Being raped can either make you or break you....what didn't kill me only made me stronger and I had 4 kids that needed me for the rest of their lives!! So the next time you're at a house party or the club please be careful cause date rape drugs are REAL and the ppl you THINK you know may be a TOTAL STRANGER!!