Bitch I will kill you! That's what my daughters father said to me as he stomped my head into the ground. I screamed for help, as onlookers stood around in disbelief. Bitch you fuckin somebody else? Huh bitch? I couldn't move he was stomping me like I wasn't the mother of his child, spitting on me and holding his lit cigarette to my eye! I felt the burn of the ash as I tried to close my eyes and pray this man doesn't kill me. Finally someone grabbed him and got him off of me! My daughter was crying in her car seat, I am numb, my heart beating fast and all I could think was I got to get the hell away from this man!
As I picked myself up from the floor, he looked at me with so much hate, so much rage and I knew right then I had to do whatever to protect my first born child, my daughter! I could never allow her to grow up in an environment that was so unhealthy. So I put a plan in motion that would save both our lives.
During the summer of 97 my daughters father went to jail, that was the day I decided to put my escape plan in motion. He was fuckin this chick on the other side of town so I packed all his shit up..threw it in garbage bags and went to his bitch crib. I pulled up and she was shocked to see me, I grabbed his shit out my car walked up to her door and she was on the phone with him. His sorry ass didn't have money so I knew he called the bitch collect. I went inside her crib, dumped all his shit out on her floor and said bitch u can have him, all these headaches and all these asswhoopings he gone give you! She just looked at me crazy and continued talking to his sorry ass. He asked to talk to me but at that moment I was done! I had nothing to say to him, oh and if the bitch thought she was gone get some free trash bags, yea she thought wrong! Yes my petty ass took the garbage bags too! Fuck him, fuck her and fuck their relationship...I was done and I meant it! I vowed to never go through anymore physical abuse ever again, but boy I didn't know that 5 years later I was gonna go through something worse than physical abuse! (To be continued).......
