Held Hostage

I know y'all probably like "Held hostage" that only happens in the movies! Yea I thought the same thing til it happened to me! (This happened before i ever had kids I say I was maybe 17) So here we go! I go to this dude crib to get him cause he liked one of my cousins...I won't say his name because if I did y'all would probably hit the fkin floor FOREAL (plus his sisters are kinda cool) anyways I get over there and this cock strong mf grabs me pulls me in the crib and puts a gun on the table and orders me to take my clothes off....um ok at 17 u don't know what the hell to do except do whatever to LIVE! Man I guess I was taking too long so he did it himself but he didn't rip my clothes or nothing...but he kept that gun in one hand...ok so this big thick Dick bastard raped me....I mean he tore me....I couldn't believe this shit! He liked my fkin cousin! I had no interest in his ass like that! After it was over he made me walk with him to this house off Harrison st right by Sicilianos (the house is now tore down I believe) so we get there and this mf tries to fkin rob the ppl for some weed! (which explains the gun) I am unaware of what the fuck his intentions were....he had went outside for whatever reason and I was just in the house with ppl ion even know (white ppl) so these mfs grab me sit me on the couch and say don't let her leave. They start asking me did I know dude was coming to set them up I'm like hell no I don't even know him like that...now they grab they guns and all I'm thinking is I'm finna die....my momma ain't gone know where I'm at! They came up with a plan that if they killed me they would tell the police I broke in (they were going to break the windows in the house to make it look real) So I'm sitting there for so many hrs...ion know where dude went or nothing...so I'm asking them to please let me go I got kids n shit (which I was lying but shit sometimes ppl have empathy on that type of shit) then in walks a familiar face (cause his ass was trying to buy some weed) I was so glad to see him cause I knew he could save me so I'm trying to whisper the words "Help me" he gone say what u doing over here? I just looked and shook my head cause I really couldn't say! So he ended up leaving...y'all I begged them ppl to let me go. After hrs of questioning and all that shit they finally dropped me off at home (well they thought it was my house I wasn't finna let them know where I stay) and I immediately called EPD....funny thing is THEM BITCHES DIDN'T BELIEVE SHIT I WAS TELLING THEM...THE RAPE, BEING HELD HOSTAGE...NOTHING! My momma was so mad not only at the police but me as well because I had NO business going to nobody house By myself. I went to EGH had the Lil rape thing done and they believed everything I told them....took the report to the police and they still did NOTHING! Is sad because men are out here doing this to young girls and putting them in situations that could get them killed yet the police don't have a care in the world! I lost all respect for the police then....this is why I have a passion for studying law because ppl need protection everyday...ppl need someone to talk to everyday....ppl need advice everyday and if I can be that person then that's who I'm going to be...their lawyer, social worker, advocate whatever because there is someone out there JUST LIKE ME being HELD HOSTAGE! (oh by the way karma got that nigga cause he stay in and out of prison now)