For the love of my kids

I have to dedicate this blog to my babies Zanisha Zanae Zakira &Za'vion because they are my motivation to never give up!!

Y'all think I'm crazy lol...man my kids are so hilariously funny. They always give me a really good show! I'm glad that God blessed me with these 4 beautiful children because I really don't know what my life would be like without them! From the arguing between Nay Nay and Zay everyday down to Nisha forever asking Kira to cook her something....my day is NEVER dull! I am very proud of all of them...they get very good grades, they love church and they will bust out singing a gospel song before a rap song! My sons favorite gospel song must be "I won't complain" because he sings it EVERYDAY! It makes my heart skip cause I didn't think he knew the words to that song lol! Now Nisha she's the cheerleader....we have to hear her cheer everyday all day and even make her sisters do stunts! She said they "WILL" be cheerleaders because she said so! Lol alrighty then! Ok so Nay Nay she's the singer....oh that child got some vocals on her....sometimes I give her that look like girl if u don't shut up cause she will wreck ya nerves some days lol but I do enjoy to hear her use the gift God gave her!! Now Kira.....oooh she used to be so innocent....ooh that chile acts just like her Markham family....Good gawd her attitude is a hot mess...I don't know what her daddy did while she was with him for the summer but he created a monster lol! She has plans on being a chef! She's a really good cook...she will fry some fish that will make u smack yo mommas momma!! Real talk! But we have alot of fun....especially now that they are older and Nisha is about to be on her own. I spend more time with my kids than anything. They are my world...I love then with everything in me! They really made me proud this past Christmas when they woke up and said mom it's ok that you couldn't get us nothing long as we got a roof over our head and lights gas and water...we got a Christmas! That really touched my heart cause they know I will go to the ends of the earth to get them what they NEED because their grades earn them their WANTS! I love them....I can't express that enough....I'm glad we have a great relationship with each other and no matter the situation I ALWAYS yell at them first then we talk about it later! Lol! Some days they will try and act like we friends but they know ion be playing all the time! But overall I love my family they complete me...and this is why I guess I'm not pressed about having a man because my kids need to be ready for that and I want then to remain happy! They are the reason I don't give up on trying to get out this struggle! Once I make it out everything will be a whole lot better for us....I may not have a damn thing....but I got ALL MY KIDS and that's enough riches for me!!!

So to my kids....no matter where u go in life just know that I support you 100% even with your decisions that may make me raise my brow because it's your life... I can only hope I did my job as a great mother to see u all make very good choices in your lives!! I love y'all!!!